i just dont get it !? why must time past so quickly no matter what problems you face everyday?! i just wish i could go back in time to when i was a little innocent girl , with no worries, no problems, no NOTHING! but sady i cant , god made us in a way that everyone will always look forward and not dwell about past, but no matter what we do , we will always remember about the past and not moving forward. Being a little girl was what everyone wats when it comes to troubles and worriies , as parents wont nag at you, wont scold you, and they will always forgive you even if you are in the wrong. but that has change as you grow older and older day by day,month by month , year by year .. but when you start growing older, whatever happens to someone, they wll always inform you but then they didnt know it will hurt you in a different way, they always have a thinking as in, when you are older you will be able to take things easily even if it concerns about the people around you or even you, yourself! people always want you to believe in yourself but for me, it doesnt seem to be of any help, as i always make the wrong decisions which in the end is a troubling thing to me! what am i suppose to do ? end my life now ? or continue with this difficult journey of life in me ? ending my life as always been in my mind ever since i had the ability to remember things, ive always wanted to go to a place of happiness, no problems , no troubles and this place would be heaven,being with the lord will end all this problems in my life. but if i do this will anyone miss me ? or will everyone just pretend nothing has ever happen ? WHAT SHOULD I DO ??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
with love,
little princess ♥
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