ill rather die & be gone from this world !!

Why are you always picking on me ? What ever i do wont please you ! its always my fault for not doing this nor that ~ everything push to me & i‘ll take the blame~ punishments also i get .. what the fxuk is wrong with your old hag brain ?! Getting rusty or what ?! you always say that i dont listen to you and all that crap shit when the fxuking truth is you are the one who doesnt listen to me ? You have no fxuk up idea what im going throught & and all you do to care about me is to scream , scold , nag at me !

everyday ive to cry myself to sleep & cry myself to carry on the day ... i have friends that doesnt treat me as a friend but a ball ~~ i have friends that literally treat me invisible / transparent ! everyday im trying to talk to them. But they always give me an attitude that says ‘ i dont want you to hang out with us ‘ that sort of thing .. some how i feel like a stranger on this planet!! the closest & only friend that i trust has seem to distant away from me ~~ every year‘s 2 month holiday she doesnt seem to ask me out ~ & whenever i ask her out she seem to always be busy ~ i just dont why ~ it seems like she‘ve change alot alot ~ not only i notice that but my god brother also noticed that... it seems like the girl i knew before isnt around to help me anymore :( & now im all alone to fight this war with friends, family & relationship ~ what should i do ? what CAN i do ? im in a state of confusion ! @.@

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